The fear to Love

part 3

All she could hear is the words 'my wife found out about us'  repeating it self like the way history repeats itself. Is this her history playing over like Deja Vu in full motion ?

Does she leave him , or does she continue to carrying his infidelity around like a mother carries her unborn child in her womb? Was the imported chocolates , romantic dates & long talks about the forever's all a part of a sick & twisted episode where he gets the vulnerable girl to fall in love with him ? Or did he just hide his marriage because he was falling for her to ?

His promises of leaving his forever to build on their forever,  played like a classical piece to the beating heart of hers. But she soon realised that she cannot continue to love what's not hers...

All caught up in silence,  she looked at him with those eyes, those eyes she saw her mother looked at her father while he plead for forgiveness after his infidelity was born . What does a women do when a man she gave her all to ,breaks her heart into a million pieces? What does she do with this broken , confused & greedy heart?

You know what she does?


She breaths in, & even though shuffling promises down her throat & telling her that he loves her more... she let's him go.


You know that wall he broke down...she's building it up from scratch again & this time with a stronger foundation!

& she calls it,  The fear to Love...